Live Lit At Last

Me reading an essay at Story Club

Photo taken by Stef (Thanks!)

I can finally cross “read an essay at a live lit event” off of my bucket list (and I guess my 2013 list of New Year’s Resolutions). I got the chance to read at Story Club Thursday night, and even though I thought I might tremble off the stage during the entire first page, I am so glad I did it.

I read a more polished version of a blog post I wrote the morning I moved, while waiting for the movers to show up.

Thanks to Stefanie who encouraged me from the start (Sarah too, who was with us at Holiday Club in spirit, all the way from Salt Lake City!). Stef gave me  a couple last-minute detail suggestions that really added to my piece, and she also gave me a giant hug the moment I got off stage. Thanks also to Christina, who came out to see me and who helped me revise my essay in our writers group. They were among the very few people I told, so I apologize to those of you who wanted to see me finally make this happen. If I get another chance, I’ll let more people know with the hopes that I’ll be less nervous in the future.

The live lit community in Chicago is so overwhelmingly supportive. I met a lot of great people that night and was glad to see the folks I already knew who are a part of that crowd. I felt lifted up by them all. I hope I get the chance to read again soon.

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Poem: Craft Fair/T-Shirt, Draft One

I went to a craft fair today
And I bought you another goddamned
Skinny gray T-shirt

It has a bear on it
When I saw it I knew you’d like it

I see lots of things like that
Little gifts I know you’d like
And I wish to unknow

I think about erasing you
From my memory

How nice it would be
If I never knew we’d ever met
If I never knew we never work

I’d erase it all if I could

I lost myself and all I got was this lousy T-shirt